
If silence is golden
what is conversation?
In a sacred space,
framed by trustworthy trees,
stories shared, sighs received
flow like the river, muddied and deep,
carrying us into futures
rife with questions
ripe with gratitude.
If the trees are (l)eavesdropping,
let me say this:
Thank you.

Cold wind’s nimble fingers strum
Golden stalks in setting sun
It’s a song I know by heart
This is home
Sing of patience and release
Sing your prayers and cries for peace
Sing the song you know by heart
You are home
When the harvest notes are played
We will dance on unafraid
To a song we know by heart
We are home

I had begun to think this couldn’t be redeemed.
God brought me to my senses among the trees.

I know love ought to be enough.
What more is there, really?
But in the face of the struggle
love seems insufficient,
not enough to bring
but far too much to carry.
How can it feel so small
and so weighty
all at once?
So, I’m asking you, can I just bring the E?
the Embrace? the Encouragement?
the Empathy? the Emptiness?
Can I count on you for the rest?
the LOV?
and maybe even some more of that E?
Is this what it means to be part of the body?
Bringing what I can, being what I am,
trusting the rest is there in you?
I know the answer.
Of course I do.
And on the good days I believe it.

Even the evergreens
security midst the winter storms,
refuse to be unchangeable.
Warmed by spring sun
they burst forth new life.
Dulled by dry years
they bend to drought.
Rooted, yet responsive…
Steady, yet yielding…
So may we be.

Would perpetual green awaken in me this awe?
Would perpetual growth inspire such appreciation?
Spring has put out the welcome mat
Anticipated, awaited
But still surprising.
Would I greet her with such joy if I didn’t know Winter?

With each breath, expanding gratitude.
Praise the creating one, the leading one, the loving one.
Fallen leaves cushion the way, singing their freedom song.
Surrender.
Release.
Fear not.
The autumn soul is not (as it may seem) dry and disconnected
But bravely yielding to transforming grace.

Movement is grace
A body in motion reminds
All is not loss
Everything turning
Changing
Becoming
We, too, propelled by hope